Deranged Book Club

Hey there sports fans!

I just wanted to remind y’all that I have a book club on Instagram now!

It’s called “DerangedBookClub” and you can follow what I’m currently reading and join in the Instagram Live at the end of each month to hear my thoughts “in person” and actually kind of talk to me!

How fun! And weird. But I’m getting used to it.

Join up and say Hiiiiiiii!

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Happy Halloween!

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Tonight I will be watching the “parade” of kids that come in to my moms house because she has a literal buffet for them to pick from, and try to contain my dogs anxiety while also watching something scary and pilfering Reese’s pieces with my little sister.

Hope everyone had a safe weekend of partying and fun!

I can’t wait to see the tiny humans beg for candy.

Happy Halloween!

(Moment of silence for Lily and James Potter would be welcome as well. 😉 )

Shadow Spell–Nora Roberts

Shadow Spell is from the perspectives of Meara and Connor, Branna’s childhood friend and brother, as they go through the trials of fighting the ancient evil (still don’t remember his name haha) that has plagued the O’Dwyer family for centuries.

I definitely like this one better, I found this pair more realistic than the forced romance of Iona and Boyle.

Meara is a bit of a wild card and Connor isn’t exactly the worlds most consistent person, I just found their friendship and then romance more interesting than the last books.

And the actual plot was carried along nicely and didn’t feel like she was in a rush to give out all the information. Probably because she was in the last one so she could get to the good stuff.

This series definitely grew on me.

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Keep Moving Forward

I am having major body image issues this week.

Mostly because I can’t stop eating. And crying. And eating because I’m crying. And crying because I’m eating.

Let’s put this in perspective though: People gotta eat. And ladies get PMS, and sometimes that PMS makes us batshit. *shrug*

I’m just eating the bad stuff. ALL the bad stuff. And it’s delicious, but I feel like poo. I’m trying to recognize that this all makes me feel like garbage so that I stop. But part of me is like “Quite frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn.” And then I’m a bitch to myself and glare at my body in the mirror while thinking mean thoughts.

I can say things like “Well, no more! I am wonderful! And I’m hot! And I’m beautiful no matter what!” But I don’t believe myself this week and that’s because my inside feels like garbage and the outside is starting to reflect that.

So what I’m proposing is that I hold myself accountable for my actions (mainly the action of continually buying Sour Cream and Bacon chips every five minutes) and have you guys hold me accountable as well.

I am going to make a more active effort.

And I’ll be marking my progress here and Instagram likely.

I’ll talk more next week about this, ideas are still circling.

But for now, keep moving forward and if you are like me, stop believing the bad stuff, start eating the good stuff, and put down the chips, man.

Constant vigilance!

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That dog is my spirit animal.

Peter Pan–J.M. Barrie

I think I’m Captain Hook.

I was very excited to finally reach this book on my shelf, it has been a long time coming. But then something happened where, as a self-proclaimed child and fancifier of ridiculousness, I’m embarrassed to admit:

I’m an adult.

And I found Peter to be a bit of a dick.

I realize that life as a kid means that you are constantly distracted, things are fleeting, and people come in and out of your life all the time. You are innocent, naïve, and lack people skills most of the time.

But Peter treated people like they are disposable and didn’t matter. All he wanted to do was to play games, didn’t matter who he was playing with or that peoples lives could be in danger. It was to show the carelessness of youth.

I wanted to punch Peter by the end of the book and I sympathized with Captain Hook and his wanting to exact revenge on the juvenile delinquent who cut off his hand and thought it was funny.

Peter seems to be a bit of a psychopath.

Maybe I’m reading a bit too much into it. Or I’m a little sensitive to the underdog.

That would be 100% true since my favourite characters have always been Mr. Darling and Mrs. Darling, and Nana.

The three caretakers left behind to wait and worry.

Most people think Mr. Darling was a bit of a dick too and that Peter is a hero, but I think the hero is the person who works his ass off for his family in spite of having an obvious anxiety disorder and social awkwardness. And Mrs. Darling, for always putting her family first and never giving up on the hope that they would come back to her. Nana, who always worried and took care of her charges even when they treated her like a dumb dog.

I’m empathic by nature, so I felt all the worry, the wonder, the sadness, and the delight of this book. Even as a kid I remember not liking the cartoon Peter Pan because he seemed like a puffed up little twerp in need of a mother of a backhand.

However, I do enjoy his good qualities: Childlike wonder, seeing magic in every day events, and being downright playful in the face of danger.

It was the greatest day ever when I met the “real life” Peter Pan at Disney and we had a good talk and goofing around with my sisters.

But no wonder the kid thought I was a pirate. Because I empathize with the Captain.

Constant vigilance.

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Black Wolf Blogger Award

Out of the blue I’ve been nominated for the ‘Black Wolf Blogger Award’ from a fellow blogger. Now, I don’t usually pay attention to things, so I’m not 100% sure what this is about, I’m assuming it’s to get other people to read your favourite under the radar the blogs. Help spread the word, and general community of writers.

Either way, I’m tickled pink that someone thought that my tiny egocentric blog was worth telling other humans about.

Thank you to TheSublxmityShade for the nomination! Check out their stuff on the link.

So here are the rules and who I then also nominate:

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The rules:

1. The nominee shall display the respective logo on her/his blog.

2. The nominee shall nominate ten (10) bloggers she/he admires, by linking to their blogs and informing them about it.

My Nominees: 

1.) StarlitS0uls: A beautiful blog about self love and healing.

2.)Voracious Vividity : Funny, dirty, and dynamic.

3) Dog-Eared & Dog-Tagged: “The Bookish Life of an Army Wife”

4)The Most Happy

5) Knit The Hell Out

6)Some Bookish Things 

7) The Unknown Variable 

Now, I’m all for supporting community, but I honestly don’t read that many blogs on a regular basis! So if you have more for me then by all means hand them over! Haha

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Constant vigilance!

Good morning!

This week I launched my new Etsy store!

Sounds more glamorous than it was. But now you can buy my cross stitches or just stalk me even further!

Check it out at:

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Order some stuff or email me about a custom, or hell, I’ll even cross stitch you a nerdy bookmark just because we’re pals!

Get the word out! Constant vigilance!

Here’s a little Norman to start your week.

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